“Drop religion’s rules and listen to the voice and direction of love.”

The Rev. Brad Sullivan
Lord of the Streets, Houston
May 31, 2026
Trinity Sunday, A
Genesis 1:1-24a
Psalm 8
Matthew 28:16-20

“Drop religion’s rules and listen to the voice and direction of love.” I heard that said by Michigan state representative candidate Joanna Whaley in a radio interview with Rand Mintzer on his show THNX on KPFT here in Houston. Joanna was talking about some of painful and harmful religious practices she had endured as a pastor in an evangelical megachurch. She eventually left that church but is still a Christian, and in talking about her experiences with Christian Nationalism and Evangelicalism, she said that she would love to see Christians, “Drop religion’s rules and listen to the voice and direction of love.”

Part of me wants to say, “Amen to that and sermon over,” and if you want to stop listening at this point, you got the message, but I will dig a little deeper. 

Before ascending into heaven, Jesus said to his disciples, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything that I have commanded you.” We have this command from Jesus for evangelism. Go make disciples. Baptize people. That’s about the last thing Jesus said, in Matthew’s gospel, so as Jesus’ disciples we kinda want to obey that one. We’re maybe not sure how, but we definitely feel like we have to because Jesus told us to.

Ok, so obedience is a lovely thing, doing what Jesus said to do, but how we choose to be obedient is really, really important. Telling people they are going to hell for not believing in Jesus, for example, is not a good way to be obedient to Jesus. In fact, telling people they are going to hell is not actually obeying Jesus’ command. Telling people they are going to hell for being sinners isn’t obeying Jesus’ command, and yet that’s what Joanna Whaley was told after she left her church. “You’re going to hell.” That’s what a lot of Jewish children are told by their Christian classmates, “You’re going to hell.” That’s what I’ve heard some people say in this community, in Bible studies, that these people, or those people, or people who don’t believe in just the right way are going to hell. 

Now, they didn’t hear that from me; they never heard that taught here, but many people who come to our church have been harmed by other pastors in other churches, just as Joanna was harmed by her pastors in her church. People and pastors threatening folks with hell and thinking they are fulfilling Jesus’ commandment to make disciples, baptize people, and teach them to obey what Jesus commanded. Notice, “You’re going to hell,” doesn’t fulfill any of Jesus command. “You’re going to hell” doesn’t fulfill anything other than anger and cruelty. In the words of one of my colleagues, “Some people have become so focused on evangelism that they forget to be human.”

See, when Jesus told his disciples to make disciples and baptize folks, he did so with a heart full of love. Therein lies the big difference between how Jesus commanded his disciples to evangelize and how the “You’re going to hell,” group does it. True evangelism is done in love, not fear of eternal torture. True evangelism is done in the image of God, who is love. 

Love does not threaten, coerce, or say, believe in Jesus or else. Any theology, therefore, that believes in such coercion as, “believe in Jesus or go to hell,” is not a theology rooted in love and therefore not a theology rooted in God. Evangelism done in the images of fear, anger, or contempt may be masked as love, but coercion and threats of hell are not love. 

Love looks at people not as a project for evangelism. Love looks at people and just loves them. That’s what humans do. That’s how we were made. What’d we hear in Genesis? We are made in the image of God. Every human being who ever was, is, and will be is made in the image of God, and as we know form 1 John 4:8, the image of God is the image of love.

So, when Jesus said to baptize in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, he was saying to baptize in the name of love. We believe God is those three persons: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, and we also believe God is one, which makes perfect sense if God is love. God is a community of three persons bound up together so completely in love that they are one. 

That’s the only explanation of the Trinity that has ever made any sense to me. God is a relationship of persons, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, bound together so perfectly in love that they are one. 

Being made in God’s image, then, we are made to love one another as well. We are made to honor each other and care for each other. 

So, what does this have to do with evangelism? What does being made in the image of God, the image of love, have to do with making disciples of people, baptizing them, and teaching them to obey what Jesus taught?

Remember that evangelism means sharing good news, and being made in the image of God is good news. The fact that we are made to honor and care for one another is good news to people who have been abused and used by others. For women who have been treated as little more than sexual objects by others, the truth that we were made to be honored, respected, and loved by others is good news. If every person, and especially every man, who claims the name of Christian were truly to follow Jesus’ teachings, then there would be a lot fewer women used and abused as sexual objects. 

If we truly were to make people into disciples of Jesus, then teaching people to honor women and not treat them as objects for sex would be a really good place to start. You really want to be an evangelist? Don’t threaten people with hell, just teach people not to use and abuse women as sexual objects. That would be good news in this world. That would be teaching what Jesus taught. If you ever mentioned Jesus, lovely. If you didn’t mention Jesus, you’d still be helping women not get groped, raped, and sexually assaulted, and Jesus would be extremely pleased. 

That goes for men, and children, and everyone else, too. If you really want to be an evangelist, if you really want to tell people about Jesus, then share good news by how you treat people. Honor, respect, and love people. That’s probably the best evangelism anyone can do. Honor, respect, and love people. That’s living into the image of God, the image of love, in which we were made. 

If we are truly to “make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything that [Jesus commanded]” then we need to remember to be human first. If we really want to live and proclaim the way of Jesus, then we ought to remember Joanna Whaley said, “Drop religion’s rules and listen to the voice and direction of love.”

Trauma Wrapped Up as Religion

The Rev. Brad Sullivan
Lord of the Streets, Houston
May 3, 2026
5 Easter
Acts 2:42-47
Psalm 23
John 10:1-10

When Homer Simpson became a missionary in the 11th season of The Simpsons, he went to some far away people on some small far away island, and he knew almost nothing about Jesus, or Jebus, as Homer called him. Back in Springfield, Homer had spent years faithfully sleeping through almost all of Reverend Lovejoy’s sermons, so when it came time for Homer to teach the people of this island about Jesus, he instead taught them what he knew, the joys of beer and gambling. They made a casino, and the people quickly fell to ruin as all they did was get drunk and fight. 

So, Homer decided he needed to do real missionary work and actually teach the people about Jebus. He told them something or other about Jesus, had them build a church, and when they finished, they were so proud of the church building they had made. Two of the people looked up at their beautiful building, and one asked the other, “How many times must we go to church to avoid Hell?” “Every Sunday for the rest of our lives.” “Hahaha – no, seriously.” 

They thought they were following Jesus, but they pretty quickly found a stumbling block. They had a really bad missionary. Sorry Homer, but he was a really bad missionary, and he left them with even worse theology. You gotta go to church every Sunday to avoid Hell. That’s ridiculous. Everyone knows you gotta go to church at least two times a week to avoid Hell.  

No, the bad theology was that the point of Jesus is avoiding Hell. That’s all Homer had really gotten from Reverend Lovejoy. Sure, he talked about other things too, but the basic crux of it was, believe in Jesus or go to Hell. That’s what Homer knew, so that’s what he taught. Little wonder then that as a missionary, he first led the people to a casino and beer. When your religion is threat of eternal torture and then a get out of torture free card, you have a religion that’s based on traumatizing people with threats of torture and then giving them the only option they’ve got. 

Well, as we know, drinking to numb anxiety and emotion is a fairly common trauma response. As it turns out, Homer wasn’t a bad missionary just because he had slept through Reverend Lovejoy’s sermons. The parts of Reverend Lovejoy’s teachings that had gotten through were a stumbling block to Homer being able to find anything good and healing about following Jesus. That bad theology had then turned Homer into a stumbling block for the people he was being a missionary to. Thinking that the point of believing in Jesus is to avoid eternal torture, that’s a stumbling block. That’s trauma wrapped up as religion.

“I am the way, and the truth, and the life,” Jesus said, “No one comes to the Father except through me.” That’s wildly different than saying, ‘If you don’t believe in me, you’re going to be tortured forever.’ Jesus did talk about judgment and punishment for the ways that we are horrible to one another. He talked about God bringing justice. Thank God for that. What Jesus didn’t do was give the very clear formula that so many preachers offer of “believe in Jesus, or go to Hell.”

In Matthew 25, Jesus told of people being welcomed into God’s kingdom not because of anything they believed, but because they took care of one another when they were in need. People took care of one another, which is the way of Jesus, and so Jesus welcomed them into God’s kingdom. They came to the Father through Jesus by following in the way of Jesus, without even knowing Jesus. 

That was at the end of the ages, and Jesus also talked about the kingdom of God and living that kingdom of God here on earth in this life. Jesus talked about how loving and caring for one another is how we live in God’s kingdom. Loving and caring for one another is how we enter into God’s kingdom.

“I am the way, and the truth, and the life,” Jesus said. You want to walk in the ways of loving and caring for one another, you want to walk into God’s kingdom? Then follow me, Jesus was saying. 

“Like newborn infants,” Peter wrote, “long for the pure, spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow into salvation— if indeed you have tasted that the Lord is good.” Grow into salvation. Not get out of torture free when you die. Grow into salvation. 

What is salvation? Walking in the ways of Jesus. Bit by bit. Slowly learning to trust. Grow into a life that is trusting and following the teachings and ways of Jesus. For one thing we trust and follow Jesus’ teachings and ways by meditating on them day and night, as Psalm 1 teaches us. That’s a little thing, just a daily practice of prayer and scripture.

How about another practice, another little one from 1 Peter. “Humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that in due time he may exalt you. Cast all your anxieties on him, for he cares about you.” Rather than drink away your anxieties or drug away your anxieties, rather than take all your anxieties out on everyone around you, give them over to God. 

Spiritual milk, slowly learning to trust in God and as we do, growing into salvation, into a life lived in love and joy. 

How about Jesus’ teaching about not seeking revenge against your enemy? Rather than get revenge, “An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth,” Jesus taught to “love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you.” Everyone may not be ready for that one yet. You first have to have tasted that the Lord is good to trust that one.

A spiritual baby starts trusting Jesus slowly, bit by bit. Then as we grow, we learn to trust Jesus more and more, because we keep tasting that the Lord is good. We keep learning to trust, finding that we have greater peace when we do. Even when bad things happen, and Jesus promised bad things will still happen to us, we find those bad things easier to handle with a heart full of love and forgiveness than a heart full of anger and hate. 

Finding peace amidst the storms of life, that is salvation. Trusting in the goodness of God, even amidst the horrors of humanity, that is salvation. Seeing those who harm others as also being broken, and harmed, and in need of healing, that is salvation. 

Trusting in Jesus is salvation because by trusting in him, we get to walk in his ways, and we find our heats healed as a result. Unlike the trauma and fear preached by the Reverend Lovejoys of the world, trusting in Jesus gives us healing in this life and greater compassion for others. Even if all you’ve got is just a little bit of trust right now, that’s enough. Keep drinking the spiritual milk of that trust, bit by bit, slowing growing into salvation, growing into following Jesus as the way, and the truth, and the life. Keep drinking the spiritual milk of trusting in Jesus, slowing being led to a salvation that is so much greater than avoiding eternal torture once we die. Keep drinking the spiritual milk of trusting in Jesus, slowing being led to a salvation that is peace and love in this life, and peace and love that continues on after this life and into eternity.

If Christians Tried to Save People from Hell on Earth

The Rev. Brad Sullivan

Lord of the Streets, Houston

May 4, 2025

3 Easter, C

Acts 9:1-6, (7-20)

Psalm 30

John 21:1-19

Imagine if Christians overall were far less concerned with saving people from Hell, and far more concerned with helping people from living through Hell on earth. The Church might be a bit different than it is right now. The world might be too.

I think about some of the things the Church has done over the centuries in the name of saving people’s souls. We’ve fought wars and killed those we called heathens. We’ve burned people alive. Churches have ostracized people because they sinned or backslid, shaming them into leaving their church. Churches have joined with the U.S. government to take native American children from their homes and putting them in boarding schools to Christianize them and basically turn them into white people.

The government just didn’t want Indians around anymore. The Churches wanted to save people’s souls, seemingly oblivious to damage they did in the process. Gotta get people saved, right? If bad things happen here in the process, well, you’re doing good because you’re saving them eternally, keeping them from Hell, right?

Mph, I don’t think so.

Just looking at the church’s role in trying to Christianize native American children, lovely that they were trying to save souls, but many of the children forced to go to these school end up living through Hell on earth. They were separated from their families and made to forget and forsake their own culture and language, just so the government would have an easier time dealing with them. We don’t want those pesky natives around, so let’s make them like us…I mean, not too much like us, not enough to have them truly be a part of us, but just enough so they’re not a problem. Then there’s the abuse many of the children suffered, and various churches ran over half of these schools.

If only the Church hadn’t been so focused on saving souls, perhaps they wouldn’t have partnered with the government to harm children. If only the Church hadn’t been so focused on saving souls, perhaps they wouldn’t have spent so much time ostracizing people who sinned or backslid. Perhaps they wouldn’t have fought wars and murdered people in order to save souls.

Besides, when it comes to saving souls, I’m pretty sure Jesus already took care of that.

What if instead of, “we gotta get people saved,” what if it was, “we might should help people out. We oughta strive for justice and peace, forgiveness, healing, and, mercy?” What if, instead of worrying about getting people saved (which again, Jesus already took care of), what if we worked to live in such a way that we don’t create hell on earth? What if that’s what we chose to mean by saving people, trying to keep from creating hell on earth?

That’s what Jesus was doing when he met Peter and the disciples on the beach. See, Peter was going through his own hell on earth. He’d been with Jesus for three years, trusted in, believed in, and loved him. Then, when things started to go badly for Jesus, Peter immediately denied that he even knew him. Three times he denied knowing Jesus, and hours later, Jesus was killed.

Peter had to be going through some guilt and some shame over that. Even after Jesus was raised from the dead, it seems like Peter was wracked with guilt. Peter and the disciples heard from Mary Magdalene that Jesus had been raised from the dead. Then Jesus appeared before them and said, “Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”

Jesus sent Peter and the other disciples as apostles of forgiveness. He sent them, just as he had been sent, to grant forgiveness and healing and to teach others forgiveness and healing as a way of life. Peter was sent, the same as the rest of the disciples.

After that, however, Peter decided to go fishing. Ok, so, it seems that Peter and the others still needed to make a living, so fishing made sense, but it also seems like Peter was stuck. Peter seems to have been unable to live as the apostle of forgiveness Jesus had sent him to be.

Even though Jesus had said, “Peace be with you,” even though Jesus sent him as an apostle, Peter seemed to think that his life as Jesus’ disciple was over. He thought his life as Jesus’ apostle of forgiveness was over. It wasn’t. It never had been, but wracked with guilt, Peter couldn’t get past his denial of Jesus. He seems to have been living in his own self-imposed hell.

So, when Jesus met Peter and the other disciples on the beach, he helped heal Peter’s broken heart by forgiving him. To be clear, he had already forgiven Peter, again, that was taken care of on the cross, but when he met Peter on the beach, he spoke that forgiveness out loud. Now, he didn’t say the words, “I forgive you.” Instead, he gave Peter three opportunities to claim his love for Jesus, once for each time he had denied Jesus. He let Peter repent, out loud, for his own sake, to heal the guilt and shame he felt. Jesus saved Peter from his own self-imposed hell on earth.

As far as big S salvation goes, “getting Peter saved,” as some folks would say nowadays, that was already done. Jesus had done that a few days earlier on the cross on Friday afternoon. Jesus was saving Peter from hell on earth. In doing so, Jesus told Peter to do the same for others.

“Do you love me?” Jesus asked Peter. “You know I love you,” Peter replied. Then, “feed my sheep,” Jesus said. That was Jesus’ declaration of forgiveness. You are already forgiven. You are already restored. Now go, and be an apostle of forgiveness, healing others as you have been healed. Go and save others from hell on earth, just as you have been saved from hell on earth.

The big S salvation, our unity with God in all of our lives, including our sins, that’s already done. What Jesus has given us to do is to live and share his teachings and way of life. Cause harm to no one, and when you do, work to put things right. Forgive others when they harm you, and help heal the world through your forgiveness. Don’t worry so much about saving people from Hell (that’s already done). Instead focus on keeping people from living through hell on earth, and help release people from those hells, in Jesus’ name.

When we know forgiveness, we know salvation.

The Rev. Brad Sullivan
Lord of the Streets, Houston
December 8, 2024
2 Advent, C
Philippians 1:3-11
Canticle 16
Luke 3:1-6

Have you ever felt guilty about something you did? Ever felt bad about hurting someone, even if they didn’t know it, you lied or cheated, and betrayed someone’s trust or love? Have you then ever been forgiven by the one you’ve harmed for the things you’ve done?

If so, then you know the immense release that comes with forgiveness. The healing that goes on inside of us when we are forgiven, and our guilt recedes, and a weight is lifted because the one we have harmed has restored us to being ok. We’re no longer wracked with guilt. We’re no longer separated from one another. We’ve been restored to the possibility of love between one another. That is salvation.

The problem we see that needs fixing, from the Eden onward, is our disconnection from God and disconnection from one another. As we hurt one another, we pull away from one another, we put up barriers and shields to keep us safe. We walk around with anger in our hearts, showing others that we’re tougher than are so they won’t hurt us. We walk around with fear in our hearts pulling away from others before they have a chance to hurt us.

We see one another as threats, knowing that we’re often right, that others are threats, but mostly because they see us as threats.

We compete with one another out of scarcity for money, jobs, food, shelter. Since we feel we can’t trust others, we tend to go for winner take all, the American Dream of being billionaires while others work for them without enough to pay rent. Even further disconnection.

In our disconnection and mistrust, we turn to drugs, sex, alcohol, and anything else we can in order to feel better or not to feel at all. Those things don’t help, but they disconnect us even further. Angry, afraid, disconnected lives, seeing others as enemies to be feared or conquered…does that sound to anyone like Hell on Earth? That's because it is.

Disconnection is the Hell on Earth we know all too well. Salvation, then, is reconnection, reconnection with God and reconnection with one another.

John the Baptist went out into the wilderness proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins, and we are told that John did this so that people would know salvation through forgiveness of their sins.

Forgiveness brings us reconnection, and reconnection is salvation from the Hell on Earth that we so often live. When we are restored to one another through repentance and forgiveness, we’re no longer separated from one another, and we are restored to the possibility of love between one another. That is salvation.

When we know forgiveness, we know salvation. 

So, as followers of Jesus, our way of life is the way of forgiveness. Ideally, we follow the way of forgiveness because we actually know the healing and salvation that forgiveness bring. Some folks maybe don’t.

Some folks might say, “no,” to the question, have they ever felt guilty about something they did. Some may be too afraid to face it or admit it. Some are so self-absorbed that they fail to recognize the harm they’ve caused, and some may even be so self-important that they wouldn’t even care much about the harm they’ve done to others even if they did recognize it.

In any case, for folks who refuse to feel guilt or who won’t or are just too unaware to feel guilt, it may be hard to really understand the salvation given by God. Perhaps that’s why John’s baptism wasn’t just a baptism of forgiveness, but a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins.

With repentance, we first have to understand the harm we’ve done, actually care about those we’ve harmed. Then, we repent. We change our ways. We seek to make amends and bring healing where we can to those we’ve hurt. Repentance and then forgiveness of sins. That brings about healing and restoration. Repentance and forgiveness together are our way of life, the way of healing and love.

Unfortunately, it often feels like we’ve largely divorced repentance and God’s forgiveness from this life and made it all about avoiding punishment after this life. Then we’ve further made rules out of Jesus forgiveness. Don’t feel guilty about anything you’ve done in this life? No problem. Just believe in Jesus, and he’ll forgive you. Don’t believe in Jesus, but you seek to bring about healing through repentance and forgiveness? Well, too bad, since you don’t believe in Jesus, God is going to punish you anyway.

Here's the deal with Jesus and God’s forgiveness. Yes, God forgives us. Yes, we are given forgiveness through Jesus. Yes, we are assured of punishment for the wicked, and at the same time, yes, we get to rest secure in God’s love for us and God’s forgiveness of us. How do we fit God’s punishment of the wicked together with God’s forgiveness and love? We fit God’s punishment and God’s forgiveness and love together with trust and faith.

We trust in God’s punishment, because sometimes, when we don’t realize or don’t care about the people we’ve harmed, we need God’s punishment to give us a kick in the tail, and we need God’s forgiveness and love because that is where healing and reconnection happens. When we truly feel the weight of how we’ve harmed others, and we repent and seek amendment, we feel the release and healing of forgiveness, we have salvation here on earth.

God will one day restore all things, restoring this world so that there will be no more Hell on Earth; there will be no more of us harming one another and disconnecting from one another. One day we will all be restored, God will wipe away every tear from every eye, and we will live fully in the peace and love of restoration with God and one another.

In the mean time, God’s forgiveness and love gets to be lived. We get to live the gift of forgiveness choosing and working to release anger and hurt, to release the debt that is owed, and let forgiveness rule in our hearts. As we do, we know salvation.

Following God as Healing and Love (not a less scary alternative to torture)

The Rev. Brad Sullivan
Lord of the Streets
April 14, 2024
3 Easter, Year B
Acts 3:12-19
Psalm 4
Luke 24:36b-48

Peter was pretty forthright with the folks to whom he was preaching, wasn’t he? This was a group of Israelites in Jerusalem, the folks who had condemned Jesus to death. He told them what they had done in condemning Jesus to death, admitted that they’d acted out of ignorance, and then he called on them to repent. Peter was doing exactly what Jesus had told him to do, proclaiming repentance and forgiveness of sins. 

With Peter and this group of fellow Israelites, Peter’s preaching made sense. It was appropriate. They had a shared religion, shared experiences, they knew something of one another’s stories. They had also just seen God heal a man through Peter’s ministry, and they were curious about how he was able to do that. Peter was saying that it wasn’t he who had healed the man, but Jesus working through him. From there, Peter was able to preach to them about Jesus.

There was shared experience between Peter and the people, and there was a question the folks had asked Peter; his talking to them about Jesus and calling them to repentance was in response to that question. He was also kind when he preached to them, not condemning them.

Nowadays, when I hear of folks telling others they need to repent, I often hear of it being done randomly, with contempt and anger. Someone sees another person, a stranger, doing something and they call them out, telling them they need to repent, or Hell is waiting for them. Not exactly our practice here, but I see it and hear about it. Randomly telling someone you don’t know that they are messing up and need to repent or else, that they need to believe in Jesus or else, is not proclaiming the Gospel. It’s an attack.

Such attacks are not following the preaching of Peter. Such attacks are not following Jesus’ command to proclaim repentance and forgiveness of sins. 

For one, Jesus very specifically told us not to make our own little determinations of who would be going to Heaven and who would be going to Hell. Every time someone does that, they’re placing themselves in the position of God, basically proclaiming themselves as God. 

Additionally, the Gospel of Jesus and the proclamation of repentance and forgiveness of sins is far from determining who goes to Heaven and who goes to Hell. Such a simple who’s in and who’s out is not the faith of Jesus, not the point of the Gospel. A gospel of sin management determining where we go when we die is a fearful corruption of the Gospel of Jesus. 

How many people have been turned away from Jesus, have been turned away from the light and love of God because they haven’t been offered the love of Jesus. They haven’t been offered repentance and forgiveness of sins. All they’ve been offered is condemnation, threats of Hell, and a way out. 

The thing about Hell is, it may be eternal, but it also may be empty at the end of time, because Jesus is there as well, offering repentance and forgiveness of sins. Nothing can separate us from the love of God, not even Hell itself. So, any preaching or condemnatory attacks on people that focus on threats of Hell are putting Hell in the place of God. 

We are called to follow God not as a less scary alternative to torture. We are called to follow God because God is love and the way of love is the way we were created to live.

So, in calling people to repentance and proclaiming forgiveness of sins, we only start with that if we have a shared understanding, shared history, and actually know the folks we’re talking to. In calling people to repentance and proclaiming forgiveness of sins, we are not threatening punishment and then offering a way out. That’s coercion, not love. In calling people to repentance and proclaiming forgiveness of sins, we’re offering out of love, the way of Jesus because of the healing we’ve found in following the way of Jesus.

The people Peter talked to first saw healing. Desiring that healing, they then listened to Peter tell them about Jesus and the healing he brought. 

So, Peter’s first proclamation to the people was not given through his words, but through his actions. He healed a man, or rather Jesus healed a man through Peter’s ministry. Our first and best proclamation of Jesus is usually our own healing, how we live. We proclaim through out actions. 

We repent of our wrongs. We recognize the healing we need. We forgive others and forgive ourselves. When others see and become curious, then we can tell about how Jesus is the one who brought us healing. 

Then, we don’t need to convince anyone to follow Jesus. We don’t need to make the sale with them. We offer the healing we have found, the healing we have been given. We also need to be aware in making that offer, that the Gospel of Jesus has been corrupted by centuries of fear so when many people who don’t believe hear about Jesus, what they first hear is, you’re going to go to Hell if you don’t believe. Even if we don’t say that, people are going to hear it. 

If we don’t believe in that, if we don’t follow the “believe in Jesus or go to Hell” branch of Christianity, we can let folks know that we don’t believe that. If our faith is based not in fear of punishment but in the lived experience of healing and love, we can let folks know of the healing and love we have experienced. 

Healing and love is what we are offering when we tell people about Jesus. Healing and love is what we seek, the balm for our weary souls. Healing and love is what we proclaim when we proclaim repentance and forgiveness, first by living that healing and love, by living our own repentance and forgiveness. Then we can tell others about the healing and love we’ve found in Jesus, the healing and love of repentance and forgiveness when they see the healing in us, become curious, and ask how we have been healed.

Give to God the Things that Are God’s: Our Hurt, Pain, Anger, and Fear

The Rev. Brad Sullivan
Lord of the Streets
October 22, 2023
Proper 24, Year A
1 Thessalonians 1:1-10
Psalm 96:1-9, (10-13)
Matthew 22:15-22

Give to God the Things that Are God’s: Our Hurt, Pain, Anger, and Fear

So, the Pharisees had a neat little trick they were trying to pull on Jesus. See, Israel was under Roman occupation. The power-hungry and blood-thirsty empire had taken over Israel, like so many other places, because they believed they were the only truly good civilization, and all other places in the known world needed to be ruled by them. They’d all be so much better off if they all just followed and did whatever Rome forced them to do.

Rome still allowed Israel to worship God, follow their own religion, and Rome also had soldiers in Israel, keeping the peace, meaning oppressing those whom Rome felt got out of line. Rome also made Israel pay them taxes so that Rome could afford their occupation and oppression of Israel. Rome’s message was, “We’re going to take over your country and oppress your people, and you’re going to pay us for it.”

So, taxes to Rome were not exactly popular. When the Pharisees, therefore, asked Jesus if it was lawful to pay taxes to Rome, they were trying either to get him arrested by Rome for saying, “No” or to be hated by the people for saying “Yes.”

So, Jesus stymied them in their efforts. “Hmmm, the coin had Caesar’s image on it, so it’s meant to be given to him.” So, yes, paying taxes to Rome was legit under Roman occupations. If Caesar wants to rule over you and control your life, fine. Pay him what is due. That way he doesn’t just come and burn your home and take the taxes anyway. Yes, give Caesar his damn tax money…  

…but don’t play his game. Dominance over others, proving loyalty. Outward sign after outward sign that you are one of us, that you belong, that you aren’t going against the powers that are. That’s the game the Pharisees were playing. That’s the game Rome played.

Jesus wasn’t interested in playing those domination games, proving loyalty, proving somehow that you really are a part of the acceptable group of people. Jesus wasn’t interested in dominating or coercing his followers or anyone else. That’s the way of Rome, the way of Empire, the way of signs and assurances that you are still part of the in-group and don’t need to be punished or banished.

The coin had an image of Caesar on it, an obvious sign of whose it was. You carried the coin; in his mind, your life was his.

Notice, however, that the things that were God’s, that Jesus said to give to God, had no image associated with them. There was no visual to put on display to show you were giving to God the things that were God’s. Jesus offered no proof of loyalty, no faithfulness test, no signs given to assure you weren’t backsliding.

That’s because none of those things exist. Jesus’ message was never, “believe or else,” and yet, we’ve taken the Gospel and turned it into a “get out of Hell free card,” written by God saying, “Believe in Jesus, and I won’t torture you forever. P.S. I love you.”

That was never the Gospel, and all of our various churches’ fearful methods of controlling people’s lives in order to “get them saved” are taking God’s Gospel of love and healing for humanity and turning it into a gospel of fear and coercion. 

What does that fearful, controlling gospel tell so many people? That they’re destined for Hell unless they happen to believe in Jesus. What, then is the god of that gospel saying to humanity? That god is saying “I love you, and I really want you to love me back, and if you don’t, I’m going to hurt you. I’m going to hurt you and torture you forever. Oh! You love me too? Well, that’s great! Now, we can be besties!”

That’s not love or healing. That’s coercion and abuse. “Believe in me or else” was never the Gospel Jesus taught. There are passages which, when misunderstood and read out of context, seem to say that, but “Believe in Jesus, and I won’t torture you forever. P.S. I love you,” is not the Gospel.

Jesus didn’t give a test to the religious leaders like they gave to him to “prove their faithfulness and good religious behavior.” In fact, Jesus made a habit of breaking the faithfulness to rules test, constantly pissing off the religious leaders.

Rather than threats and coercion, Jesus’ religion was fairly simple. Know you are beloved, and love others. That was the religion of Jesus.

See, unlike the false god, the emperor Caesar, God does not sit up on high demanding we constantly give him his due while doing his work and kissing up to him. Unlike the emperor Caesar, God doesn’t give edicts from on high demanding that we kill others in order to make the world how he wants it. That is not the god of Jesus.

Instead, God teaches us to love and care for one another. God gives us healing in those teachings. God teaches us to love, care, and pray even for our enemies, and God gives us healing in those teachings. Then, rather than give harsh edicts from up on high, God becomes one with us and shares with us all the joy and all the suffering of human life. Rather than coercing and abusing us from some throne up on high, God joins us at the cross on Calvary.  God joins in all of our hurt, all of our pain, all of our anger, and all of our fear.

“Give to God the things that are God’s,” Jesus said. We might start with our hurt, our pain, our anger, and our fear.

We find that we are giving to God the things that are God’s when we do as he did and join with one another in our sorrow and suffering. We give to God the things that are God’s when we offer to God all of our hurt, all of our pain, all of our anger and fear. We give to God the things that are God’s when we pray for our enemies rather than kill our enemies.

Then, we also give to God the things that are God’s when we find we’ve done everything wrong. When we’ve acted like Caesar, killed our enemies, ignored and caused the suffering of others, we give to God the things that are God’s.  We give to God all of the hurt and the pain we have caused as well as the hurt and pain we have suffered. Then, we give to God the things that are God’s when we accept God’s forgiveness, when we accept our belovedness, when we accept the belovedness even of our enemies and oppressors, and we are healed.   

“If I apologize well enough, then you won’t punish me, right, God?”

The Rev. Brad Sullivan
Lord of the Streets
September 10, 2023
Proper 18, Year A
Psalm 119:33-40
Romans 13:8-14
Matthew 18:15-20

“If I apologize well enough, then you won’t punish me, right, God?”

Jesus taught us to forgive, over, and over, and over. As far and long as there is vengeance, that is how often we are taught to forgive. Boundless forgiveness.

Then we have Jesus today saying that if someone sins against you, talk with them about it, and if they won’t listen to you, bring a couple others to talk about it with you, and then if they won’t listen to you, take it to the church leaders, and if they still won’t listen, have them be excommunicated, like a gentile or tax collector, no longer a part of the community.

That sounds pretty harsh; we need to realize, however, that gentiles and tax collectors were the very people Jesus and his disciples reached out to in order to bring them into the community. If someone is no longer a part of the community, we’re to seek their restoration so they can be part of the community again. There is forgiveness even in removing someone from the community, boundless forgiveness.

Forgiveness is the way of Jesus because healing is the way of Jesus. Everything Jesus does and teaches is for our healing, even letting people be no longer a part of the community. “Let them be” like a gentile or tax collector, Jesus said. “Let them be” because that is the path they have chosen.

If someone sins against a person and refuses to acknowledge it, refuses to make amends and be reconciled, then they are kicking themselves out of the community. When everyone is fractured and against one another, there is no community, so by refusing to admit their fault, make amends, and reconcile, a person is either declaring the other to be outside or themselves to be. You can’t have community without reconciliation.

So, Jesus said, “let them be.” If someone wants to be not a part of the community, then let them, and remember, even that is for our healing.

So, what healing do we need when we refuse to admit our faults, make amends, and be reconciled to others. We need healing from anger, pride, resentment, and fear…these are what fill us when we refuse to admit our faults. Then, we end up blaming everyone and everything else around us. Our anger, pride, resentment, and fear end up growing and harming everyone around us as well as ourselves.

If we’re going to keep our hurts from leaching out and harming others, we need to take responsibility for our actions. Rather than spending our time looking at others’ faults, we need to be willing to look at our own faults. We need to admit to ourselves, to God, and to others the harm we have caused. There can be no healing unless we do.

That’s a tough pill to swallow, and I believe it is made even more difficult because of the fear at the root at the root of much of the Christian faith. We talk of Jesus’ boundless forgiveness, but we also hear a lot about threats of Hell, threats of eternal torture by the God who is love. Fear of eternal torture has been a part of our theology for centuries, and while we need to take God’s judgment seriously, a faith based on fear of eternal torture is not the faith of Jesus and is not a faith that leads to healing.

A faith based on fear of eternal torture and personal salvation from that torture leaves us with little room for grace toward others, grace toward ourselves, seeking forgiveness, and loving one another. Community is lost in each person’s quest to avoid eternal torture.

Personal avoidance of punishment is not the salvation Jesus has in mind for our healing. Rather, Jesus offers us union with God and one another, a community of love. The Church’s mission is “to restore all people to unity with God and each other in Christ.”

The salvation of Jesus would have us focus not on avoidance of punishment, but on love of God and of one another. The community of love and grace, how well we treat others, seeking and offering grace, forgiveness, and reconciliation, that is the salvation of Jesus lived out in our lives. Heaven or Hell? We’ve got plenty of that here already. There’s plenty of Hell every day in our lives and the lives of those around us. That’s the primary Hell Jesus is saving us from, healing our lives and having that healing follow us even after the grave.

So then, with that healing in mind, with our focus on grace and forgiveness, on love and community, admitting our faults to God and to one another isn’t so terrible a burden. Admitting fault and seeking forgiveness becomes not about avoiding punishment, but about living in love with one another. Admitting our faults and seeking forgiveness is not a deal we make with God. “If I apologize well enough, then you won’t punish me, right, God?”

No. Admitting our faults and seeking forgiveness is part of restoring ourselves to unity with God and one another. The next part of being restored to unity is making amends to others for the wrongs we have done and changing how we live. Jesus shows us grace, forgiveness, and restoration that we might live that same grace, forgiveness, and restoration.

When we cease caring about restoration to God and one another, we begin living outside of Jesus, and Jesus lets us do that. If we want not to be part of a community of love and restoration, Jesus lets us not be. Remember, the church is not a group of individuals avoiding punishment. The church is a community of grace and love.

If we don’t want to live in a community of grace and love, we don’t have to. If we do want to live in a community of grace and love, then we do have to let go of our anger; we do have to let go of our pride; we do have to let go of our resentment, and fear. That’s the reconciling community and life Jesus offers us. A life without fear, a life of joy, a life of reconciling love for one another.

Jesus offers us release from the burden of carrying all the harm we have cause others. Admitting our faults, admitting the harm we have done is a relief and a release, a laying down of a heavy burden. Might there be consequences when we admit what we’ve done? Sure. There is also grace, forgiveness, and love. There is healing. It takes time. It can be grueling, and it is worth it. The healing of grace, forgiveness, and love, the healing of a community of love, that’s salvation.