Sheep Don't Actually Fight Wolves, You Know

The Rev. Brad Sullivan
Lord of the Streets, Houston
June 21, 2026
Proper 7, A
Jeremiah 20:7-13
Psalm 69: 8-11, (12-17), 18-20
Matthew 10:24-39

So, my family and I were watching the movie “Wake Up Dead Man” last weekend. It is the third of the “Knives Out” movies, murder mysteries with the Holmesian detective Benoit Blanc. In this one, the mystery revolved around a very angry priest who was constantly preaching fire and brimstone sermons about the sheep and the wolves. He believed the church were the sheep, the world were the wolves, and the church had to fight like hell to overcome all of the wolves out there. He saw sin all over the place; he saw it infecting the church, saw wolves infecting the church, and so his approach was to call out the sins and drive out the wolves, and fight. Always fight. Things may not have turned out overly well for him; I can’t say for sure.

The idea is cute, though, sheep verses wolves, with the sheep fighting like hell against the evils of the wolves in the world. I think it would make a good cartoon movie, maybe, but sheep don’t actually fight wolves. The shepherd keeps the sheep safe from the wolves. I think that’s part of why Jesus called us sheep. We’re not supposed to fight the world. 

The Gospel is not the church against the world. The Gospel is Christ for the world. Jesus is for the world, and Jesus proclaimed good news for the world, the good news that “The kingdom of heaven has come near.” 

Then again, we get our reading from today in which Jesus said, 

Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth; I have not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to set a man against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; and one’s foes will be members of one’s own household.

So, how is that good news, and what does family members being against one another have to do with the kingdom of heaven that has come near? Well, the kingdom of heaven is God’s way of love, lived out among us, and yet Jesus said he came to bring a sword. Ah crud, I guess no more love. No, obviously not. God is love, and God became human as Jesus, so Jesus was the very love of God living God’s way of love in the world, and God’s love for us is absolute. 

That is good news for the world that desperately needs to hear good news. Sadly, like with the priest in the movie, there is a lot of anger and hatred coming from the church to the world. There are a lot of people in the church thinking they need to fight the world because Jesus said he came to bring the sword, and so there is anger and hatred being dressed up as if it were the love of God. Sheep being told to fight the world, family members being told to fight one another, rather than love one another and show the healing love of God.

That was so much of Jesus’ proclamation, showing people love. He healed folks, ate with folks, cast out demons, and raised up the lowly. Jesus shared the good news of the kingdom of heaven by living the kingdom of heaven, then he told folks about the kingdom of heaven and that they could live it too.

Then, Jesus also promised that even as we live the love of the kingdom of God, we will still be harmed in this world. When he said family would rise up against family, son against father, mother against daughter, mother-in-law against son-in-law (no surprise there), everybody against everybody in a family, he wasn’t telling his disciples, “You must reject your family.” Jesus was warning his disciples that when they went out and started proclaiming the kingdom of God, their family members reject them because they were going to think them heretics. So, be ready for that, Jesus was telling them, and don’t turn against them. Just be ready for the fact that they might turn against you, and when they do, continue to offer them love. 

That may have meant leaving home, in the disciples’ case. Whoever loves their family more than me is not worthy of me, he said, so if the disciples’ families said to them, “If you walk out of this house following that Jesus fella, then you just keep on walking,” then, Jesus was saying, you may have to say goodbye. 

People may reject you for following Jesus’ ways and teachings, and if they do? Go out and shout on a street corner, “Y’all are all sinners, and you’re going to…’”. No, he just said, if people reject you, go to someone else.

People today may want nothing to do with the way of love or a Gospel that preaches and lives the way of love. Ok, they don’t have to. Our job is not to treat them as wolves, and fight them, and force them to accept Jesus. Sheep tend not to stand up against wolves. They tend to walk the other way, which is what Jesus said go on to somewhere else if they won’t accept you. 

Even so, we…no, I won’t say we. I often become a wolf, particularly when something has just really upset me, and I’m really angry. In traffic, I’m almost always a wolf. My daughter actually said she’s afraid when I drive (ok, sorry sweety, I’ll do better). I will say that after 48 years of life, being a wolf has thus far never been really helpful for me, getting so angry that I’m against whoever it is. 

Just a couple weeks ago, Monday morning, my coffee mug got stolen from Lord of the Streets, when we were inside, just before a meeting, someone stole my coffee mug. I don’t know who did it, but whoever it was, my gut instinct, my natural way of doing things was to get really angry with the person and hold on to that grudge and become Captain Resentment. I’m really good at that, which is basically a way of becoming a wolf. Instead, I thought to myself, “What am I going to do if I find out who took it? Am I going to go punch the guy? Am I going to do anything about this to try to get my coffee mug back? No, I’m not. Well then, it’s not worth harboring a resentment over.” 

So, I just let it go. I mean sure, it still bothers me, but alright, I’m out a handy way to hold my coffee. I’ll live. My gosh, I was close to becoming a wolf over something as simple as a coffee mug, but then I chose a different way. That’s the way of Jesus and the way of love in the world. That’s the way of being a sheep in the world.

Now, if we look at the church and how we do things in the church, we have a really good history of becoming wolves, and we have a really good history of being sheep. Our challenge is to continue to strive to be sheep, and what that means is first and foremost we stick to Jesus and we follow in his ways. 

We daily reflect, daily look back. “Am I following in Jesus’ ways? Am I being a sheep, or am I turning against people and insisting that they follow Jesus’ ways? Do I become a wolf about how I want them to?” That’s not being a good sheep to our shepherd.

If we really want to proclaim the kingdom of heaven, then we’re often going to lay aside our desires for how we want the world to work, and we’re simply going to sit at Jesus’ feet and try to follow him, try to find that peace and that love that he gives so that we can offer it to others.

We live out the kingdom of heaven, then, by bringing others in, and welcoming others in, finding out who they are and sharing love with them that they may share love with us too. This is something the Episcopal church has done pretty darn well in the last, well, often, but particularly in the last 50 years or so. 

Women used not to be able to preach, teach, or be priests or bishops. You could polish the silver, but otherwise…Then the Episcopal Church realized we don’t really see that as the way of the Gospel. We don’t see that as a way of sharing love, and so women became priests and bishops in the church and became fully members of the church. 

More recently, our LGBTQ brothers and sisters became fully members of the church. They have been able to be married and to become priests and bishops in the church. This has been not without contention. Some parts of the church want nothing to do with that, and others fully embrace it. What we’ve done a really good job of, as the Episcopal Church in the Diocese of Texas is say, “Groovy cool. We don’t all have to embrace that.” 

We don’t all have to live out our way of life in exactly the same way. So, the communities within the church that have felt that full inclusion of LGBTQ members is their way, they’ve gotten to do that. Those who have not, have not had to. 

The problem still, is that so often these different groups within the church have still become wolves, as family rising up against family. “Those are the wrong ones, and they are just horrible, hateful, awful people.” “Those are the wrong ones, and they don’t care at all about doing things right or following scripture.” “Bring the sword of Jesus and turn against them!” We become wolves and fight with one another in the church, when we’re called to be sheep, when we’re called to do our darnedest to follow Jesus as our shepherd and offer that way of love to others. 

We offer the way of Jesus, the way of love to others as best we see it and understand it, and sometimes those others don’t see it the way we do, and so we’re just told to wipe our feet as we leave. If they’re wrong, God’s gonna deal with it. We get to show them the way of love because we’re not wolves. We’re sheep, and Jesus is our shepherd. 

With other churches who do things differently, ok. I don’t have to be right. They don’t have to be wrong. They’re following the way of love the best they can in a way that works for them, as are we. The church is pretty darn big, and there are a lot of different ways that we can live together. We don’t have to force each other to live the way of love exactly the same way. 

Jesus said to proclaim the good news that the kingdom of heaven has come near. Cure the sick, raise the dead, cleanse the lepers, cast out demons, Jesus told his disciples. Go, and proclaim the kingdom of heaven by healing people, by loving people. Let that way of healing and love be your proclamation. 

So, we today in the church, we often want to become wolves towards those other ones, whoever they are, for doing things wrong and sometimes terribly wrong, but we aren’t called to become wolves. We aren’t commanded to rise up as family member against family member. We’re warned that those conflicts may happen, and when they do, we’re called to love. We’re sometimes called to walk away. We’re called to seek to heal others, with Jesus as our shepherd, not our own wants, desires, angers, and fears. We cast those upon Jesus and ask that he will lead us as his flock, as his family, sharing the way of love. 

Revenge or Repentance? Rage or Remorse?

The Rev. Brad Sullivan
Lord of the Streets, Houston
September 14, 2025
Proper 19, C
Exodus 32:7-14
Psalm 51:1-11
Luke 15:1-10

Revenge or repentance? Rage or remorse?

Every Sunday, we pray together a prayer of repentance, the confession of sin, we call it, and that prayer includes not just each of our individual sins, but how we as a whole body of people have fallen short, hurting one another, putting our fear and our anger out into the world. We confess that we have sinned.

Say, for example, two people get into a fight. They’re both in not great moods, one pisses the other off, and they start throwing punches. I’d like to think it’s got nothing to do with me, especially if I wasn’t anywhere near them and didn’t even know them, but that’s not how sin works. The truth Jesus teaches is that even if I didn’t know them, I still contributed to their fight. In John 15:5, Jesus calls us branches on a vine, so whatever we’re contributing to the world, we’re contributing to everyone. 

I may not know the two people who fought with one another, but I have put my hurt, and fear, and anger out into the world in countless ways and in countless people’s lives. I may not know these two people who fought, but I contributed to the hurt, fear, and anger in the world which helped lead them to fight with one another. When violence happens in the world, when sin happens, we’re all a part of it, whether we’re directly responsible for it or not.

So, when right wing political activist and provocateur, Charlie Kirk was assassinated last week, on the one hand, I had nothing to do with it; I didn’t even know who the guy was until after he was killed. On the other hand, I have contributed to the hurt, anger, and fear in our world which helped lead to his death. 

When tragedy strikes, when people are killed, we are all responsible because we all contribute to the hurt, fear, and anger in the world.

And so, I ask the questions, revenge or repentance? Rage or remorse?

Jesus talked about there being more joy in heaven for one sinner who repents than for 99 righteous persons who need no repentance. Of course there’s no joy in heaven over 99 righteous persons who need no repentance because those 99 righteous persons are fooling themselves. “We need no repentance,” they tell themselves. “Yes, you do,” the world replies back. 

Jesus gave this teaching in response to some religious leaders who were angry that he was eating with sinners. Sinners, as opposed to those very religious leaders whom society said were pretty good guys, but who also contributed to the hurt, the fear, and the anger in the world. 

So, to show these religious leaders that they weren’t as perfect as they seemed to think they were, Jesus told the story of a shepherd who left 99 sheep in search of the one sheep that was lost. Jesus was showing the importance of the sinners, the importance of the folks those religious leaders would have written off as being no good. Jesus was also showing those religious leaders that they weren’t as high and mighty as they seemed to think.

They were like the 99, but wouldn’t those 99 sheep still need the shepherd to fend off wolves and keep them together and safe? Of course they would. If the shepherd left the 99 to go get the one sheep, maybe instead of saying, “that God we’re not like that one dummy,” the 99 ought to follow the shepherd. 

Jesus’ message to the religious leaders was, y’all are sinners just as much as these other guys I’m eating with. Y’all need repentance too.

The same is true for us in our response to tragedy and murder. We tend to want to blame the one who did it, to blame only the one who did it, unless that one is a part of a group we don’t like, then we get to blame the whole group. That puts us in the same place as the religious leaders, incensed that Jesus was eating with sinners. We rage and want revenge. They are the bad ones. They deserve vengeance.

Jesus’ response to us, when we rage and call for revenge, is to ask us instead to seek repentance and remorse. “Hold on a second, Jesus,” we say. “We had nothing to do with it.” “Yes, you did,” the world replies. We poured our hurt, our fear, and our anger into the world and them somehow thought that the world would not be full of violence and hatred. 

We fight for what’s best for us, paying no never mind to how that may harm others, and we think that the world should not be full of violence and hatred. We assume our beliefs and ways are right and the others are wrong and so we dismiss them as wrong, and we think that the world should not be full of violence and hatred. We condemn others for their sins, giving thanks that God has forgiven us for ours, and we think that the world should not be full of violence and hatred.

Repentance and remorse is the response to tragedy that Jesus calls us to, our repentance and our remorse for our part in all of the violence and hatred in every tragedy in the world. 

When schoolchildren are gunned down in their classroom. Revenge or repentance? Rage or remorse?

When a senator and her husband are assassinated in their sleep. Revenge or repentance? Rage or remorse?

When an unarmed black teenager is killed for ringing the wrong doorbell. Revenge or repentance? Rage or remorse? 

When our government makes of show of force, botches a raid, and leaves 76 people killed, including 25 children. Revenge or repentance. Rage or remorse?

When terrorists kill thousands, flying planes into buildings. Revenge or repentance? Rage or remorse?

The revenge and rage response to all of those is totally justified. Of course people rage and want revenge in the face of terrorism, assassination, and murder. Of course people want revenge. The rage and revenge that we have sought, however, has only led to more killing, to more mistrust, to more hurt, fear, rage, and revenge.

So, what kind of world do we want to live in? What kind of lives do we want to lead? Revenge or repentance? Rage or remorse?

In the face of tragedy, murder, assassination, terrorism, government brutality, Jesus calls us to repentance and remorse, because we are all the one, the lost sheep Jesus goes and looks for. We’re also all the 99, the ones who think we are righteous but who really need to follow the shepherd when he goes to look for the one. We need to ask ourselves when that one is lost, when tragedy strikes, what kind of world do we want to live in? What kind of lives do we want to lead? Revenge or repentance? Rage or remorse?

Unflinching Self-Honesty and a Life Well-Lived

The Rev. Brad Sullivan
Lord of the Streets, Houston
March 23, 2025
3 Lent, C
Philippians 3:17-4:1
Psalm 27
Luke 13:31-35

So, the Roman governor, Pilate, had some Israelites killed, and then he took some of their blood and mixed it in with the sacrifices Rome was making to their gods. He turned people into human sacrifices, so not only was their death unjust and tragic, but then Pilate turned their death into a total affront to all the people of Israel. 

So, the questions would have come. Is God protecting us or not? Are we still God’s beloved, or were those people just really, really awful that God let that happen to them? That must be it.

So, Jesus asked them, “Do you really think they were worse than everyone else?” 

“Well, yeah,” the people thought.

“No guys, not so much,” Jesus responded. “We’re all liable to the same judgment, by God, not by Rome, and tragic death, like that, can happen to any of us at any time.” A terrible and corrupt governor in Rome decided to kill those Israelites, not God, and those 18 who died when the tower of Siloam fell on them, that was due to unfortunate engineering and less than ideal construction, not God deciding to kill them with a tower.

People die, all the time: sometimes after a long and beautiful life, peacefully dying in their beds; sometimes suddenly, violently, through horrible tragedy. That’s just the way it is.

This isn’t really a surprise to us. We know this. We see it all the time. As much as we may sometimes like to think or wish that the wicked die terribly while the good are blissfully eased into peaceful and expected death, we know this isn’t the case. Whether it’s Rabbi Kusher’s book, When Bad Things Happen to Good People, Rabbi Schusterman’s book, Why God Why?, or Rabbi Joel’s song, Only the Good Die Young, we seem to understand that tragic and early death can happen to anyone at any time. We seem to understand that the amount and quality of one’s sinfulness does not determine the amount of one’s suffering or violence and suddenness of one’s death. 

We know this, and yet, we often have thoughts and questions just like the Israelites did, who asked Jesus about the people Pilate killed. Sometimes we’re trying to justify ourselves a little bit and make ourselves feel safer. Maybe they were bad, or we wonder if they had done something wrong. We certainly hear preachers often talk about this, though usually directed at folks with political differences, religious differences, or even folks with the wrong brand of Christianity. That self-justification is bad enough. Perhaps even worse is when we can’t find anything objectionable in those who died, so we try to defend and justify God. “God needed a new angel.” More than that little kid needed his mom, are you kidding me?

Well, whether we’re claiming that those people were bad or that God was particularly in need of a new winged harpist that day, all of our justifications for tragic death are a basic fear response. We’re trying to make sense of the world, and we’re trying to make safe our own place within it.

“Yeah, that’s missing the point, guys,” Jesus says. Rather than trying to fool yourselves into thinking that the world makes sense and is always good, right and just; rather than try to fool yourselves into imagining your place in the world is safe from harm, realize that yes, indeed, tragedy can happen to anyone at any time. So instead of fretting your life away with false platitudes to boost your serotonin levels, accept life as it is, with all of its sometimes scary randomness.

Then, repent, and repent again, and then, for good measure, repent again, and after that, go ahead and have breakfast and keep going with your day, repenting continually as you go. That’s what Jesus told the people in response to their question about whether only the wicked died tragically. Stop worrying about that, y’all, and instead, “repent and return to the Lord.”

Now, I don’t believe this was a fearful, frightening message that you better repent or else, despite what we may have heard from popular Christian preachers. Jesus was not threatening the people to be good enough or repent well enough that no harm would come to them. Jesus’ call to repentance is not meant as a talisman against harm. 

Rather, Jesus’ call to repentance is a call continually to align our lives with the life and love of God. Doing so may not save us from the crazy whims of a despotic ruler, and being good enough won’t magically keep a poorly built structure from falling on us. What repentance does, what continually aligning our lives with the life and love of God does is allow us to truly live, a life of wholeness, a life of fruitfulness. Like the fruit on the fig tree Jesus talked about, like the fruit of the Spirit, repentance brings about love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.

Those are the fruits we are seeking to grow in our lives. If our lives are long, ending peacefully in bed, we seek to grow the fruit of the Spirit, and if our lives are cut short, even violently, tragically, we still seek to grow the fruit of the Spirit. Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. A life full of those fruits sounds like a life well-lived, whether long or short, a life well-lived. 

So, Jesus calls us to repentance, calls us to a life well-lived.

Repentance means looking deeply, being unflinchingly honest with ourselves, and seeing what defects of character, what ways we follow are bringing harm to ourselves or harm to others. Overindulgence, harshness, falsehood, malice, cruelty, frenzy, anger, resentment, hatred. We don’t eat these fruits in order to bring harm to the world. We eat these fruits because we are hurting and they make us feel better, at least for a little while. Anger, resentment and hatred make us feel strong. Overindulgence, harshness, and falsehood help us feel safe. Malice, cruelty, and frenzy make us feel in control.

So, we eat these fruits, and they destroy the fruit of the Spirit within us. Our overindulgence, harshness, falsehood, malice, cruelty, frenzy, anger, resentment, hatred: these things continually leach out of us into the lives of everyone around us. These negative fruits grow within us because of the ways we live which feed these fruits, these toxins, and so Jesus calls us to repent. 

Repent of the actions and ways in our lives that feed these toxins and cause them to leach out from us into the lives of others. What are those ways that feed these negative fruits? Of what do we each need to repent? Well, answering those questions is why we pray and look deeply into our lives with unflinching honesty. Then, we make a decision to turn from these harmful ways with God’s help. Our trust comes in believing that God actually does have something greater for us than our negative fruits bring. 

So, we are called to repent, over and over again, continually turning toward the ways of love, and hope, and faith. Repent of the ways that feed our anxiety and angst. Repent of the ways that feed our selfish overindulgence. Repent of the ways that fill our hearts with anger and resentment. Then, let God grow within us the fruit of the Spirit. 

With that fruit, we can be at peace, even amidst fear, even though death may come at any time. We seek the fruit of the Spirit. We turn to Jesus. We align our lives with his way of life and love, and we walk with him in a life well-lived.